I know everything have changed . I know due to my princess attitude alot of things just came to an end . But I just wanna say thank you for bringing me sucha good memories all this while . I am not a good girlf . Thanks for fighting for me when everyone else said that I wasnt a good girl . Thanks for tolerating my pms , my over controlling , my all time rage mood . Thanks for everyt . You are the reason to my smile . Remember us planning about our futures ? I will never forget about that . I will still think about it at times although I know its not gonna happened . Today during work I put on a fake smile to everyone . I dint wanna have my princess attitude again and let everyone detest me . I have nothing left . No family , no friends not even you so i really doesnt want people to detest me anymore . I miss you but I do not have the face to tell you again . I do not have that fucking face to please you back because I know same things would happened again and again . You said I don care about us , but do you know how much I actually cares ? Do you know how much I actually put in to our rs ? Do you know how much I have been fighting for in our rs to let my aunty approve us ? You dont . Enough of my craps because no one will wanna see me ranting .

Goodbye 29/07 , IMY .