I know everything have changed . I know due to my princess attitude alot of things just came to an end . But I just wanna say thank you for bringing me sucha good memories all this while . I am not a good girlf . Thanks for fighting for me when everyone else said that I wasnt a good girl . Thanks for tolerating my pms , my over controlling , my all time rage mood . Thanks for everyt . You are the reason to my smile . Remember us planning about our futures ? I will never forget about that . I will still think about it at times although I know its not gonna happened . Today during work I put on a fake smile to everyone . I dint wanna have my princess attitude again and let everyone detest me . I have nothing left . No family , no friends not even you so i really doesnt want people to detest me anymore . I miss you but I do not have the face to tell you again . I do not have that fucking face to please you back because I know same things would happened again and again . You said I don care about us , but do you know how much I actually cares ? Do you know how much I actually put in to our rs ? Do you know how much I have been fighting for in our rs to let my aunty approve us ? You dont . Enough of my craps because no one will wanna see me ranting .

Goodbye 29/07 , IMY .

Hello readers . Sorry for not blogging for sometimes as I am kinda busy with work recently . I have been working from 10am to 11 pm this few days so I really do not have anytime for my blog . Btw I am gonna go shopping this Sunday so I will upload the details and more pics for you guys . Will be doing a boyf tag with my boyf in oct . So stay tune and I will keep u guys update ! Thanks for reading my blog and do follow my insta and twitter @pingtinggg , mention and will follow back . Anyt ask me @ ask.fm/pingtinggg . Loveya  ♡

OOTD .

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Heres a little pic of me w/o make ups on

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smile and face all shits .

Where is that sweet and loving boyf of mine ? Now he has become so offensive and violent . I really wanted the old him back but it looks like its totally impossible . He doesnt seem to know how much effort I put in to our relationship . Each and everytime I ask for break it hurts my heart too . I know long distance rs isnt easy so I wanted to give up as I dint wanna waste his time but he took it as me having another guy outside . While I was in singapore I cancel all my friday night activities just for him afraid I couldnt wake up on saturday as it was his only home leave day every week . I asked him to reach home by 10pm daily not because I am a demanding girlf , but its for his own good , because I love him . If I dont would I even bother ? Yes , I admit he does whatever I said but he seem to be like having lots of complain and unhappiness inside his heart . I really didnt wanna give up on this relationship but it seems kind of pointless to continue . I love him , yes I do . I can guarantee I love him more than anyone else but is he loving me as much ? I am so sick and tired of it .